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Eileen Olsen, September 11, 2003
at the People for Peace and Justice of Utah and Utah Code Pink September 11th Memorial:
"Remembering the Victims of September 11
~ At Home and Abroad"

The following two poems appear in
Poetry After 9/11: An Anthology of New York Poets
Edited by Dennis Loy Johnson and Valerie Merians,
Published by Melville House, NY 2002.

The first is by D. Nurkse:

"October Marriage"
1.
We dial a recording
and order Vitamin K,
Cipro, twin masks.

Shunted between prompts,
we stare at each other
with deep longing,
drumming our fingers
while the line grows faint.

We borrow a Glock and wrap it
in a Chamois cloth and lock
the bullets in a separate drawer -
where to hang the key?

We stockpile Poland Spring
under our bed
and feel that bulk
nullify the give
when we make love.

2.
Huddled before the news,
we touch the screen -
our bombs rain on Kandahar -
we can't feel them:
just a thrum, the pulse,
a film of dust, a red glow
shining through our nails.

3.
We saw it
and can't stop watching:
as if the plane entered the eye
and it was the mind that began burning
with such a stubborn flame.

We saw the bodies jump
and couldn't break theri fall -
now they wait so gracefully
in midair, holding hands.

The second is by Tim Suermondt:
"Missing Supper"

Don;t grieve too long
over the ones who will never
be with us for another meal.
Rest assured that wherever they are

they are cooking a simple
and nourishing meal and parading
now and then in wide aprons
embossed with the words

IF THE POT BOILS, FRIENDSHIP LIVES.
They've saved us a place at their table
and are relishing the chance
when they can escort us into the kitchen

and fill us in on all the mysteries, answers
flowing from their lips sweetly as fine wine.
Blow out the candles and turn on the stove -
how beautiful we were, how beautiful we are.

The next two are my own - Eileen McCabe-Olsen

"Winds From the East"

I am sitting on the front porch
watching the reflections of the sunset
tinge the Wasatch Front with flame.
The air traffic is from the southeast,
and I watch the twinkling pattern,
like fireflies through wine.
There are wildfires in the canyons:
I can almost smell the sweet wood smoke.

Nearly two years ago,
I sat on this same porch,
but I did not ponder the sunset.
I watched the empty sky
braced for the impact of a whisper,
drunken with the silence.
I waited for the smoke cloud to appear over the canyons,
and held my breath, fearing its wretched scent.

"Breaking the Silence"

The grounded aircraft left a deafening silence.

For three days,
the only sound was the sighing
of the chicory and the sunflowers
as we waited to exhale.

And on the third day,
the sky was rent by a single
olive drab cargo plane lumbering
resolutely north to the Air Force base.

I filled the bunker under the porch
with bottled water and batteries
and other futile things,
and keened for innocence lost.

I wrapped myself in a red, white and blue shroud
and gathered my children to me
waiting for death.

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